Well its been a week now since we lost you. It still seems like I need to wake up from a nightmare. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of you. Everything I do, I think of you. I think of our nightly phone calls and wish we could just have one more. When I mess with my plants, there is so much I want to tell you. Everything I do seems to involve you. I miss you so much. I wish we could have one more of everything. I feel guilty everyday, because I cant share my day with you. I miss you so much Mary. You truly were my best friend, not just a mother-in-law.